I am so not ready for this upcoming month, no money, no time and I am yet to buy everything that I need to go back to college.
Not to be pessimistic, but I didn’t spend half as much of my summer in the sun as I planned to, in fact I think I spent most of the summer indoors and that’s no fun at all.
I became a shut-in as nothing had turned out as expected, everything that I had hoped would happen this summer changed a few months prior to when our summer began, which pretty much flipped everything upside down.
I suddenly had messed up plans, too much spare time and no money.
I did go on a holiday for a week and if it wasn’t for that holiday it would have been a super crap summer. That holiday will probably be my main memory of this year’s summer as nothing else was positive enough to remember and everything that was positive has somehow been poisoned by me thinking that everything meant different things to what they actually meant.
I did get to see my friends a fair bit which was a big positive, but I didn’t get to see everyone half as much as I hoped and feel I like I have become quite the hermit.
I would say that this whole hermit thing is going to change, but having no funds tends to put a speed bump in every plan that I make e.g. I can’t get to my friend’s houses because I have no money for transport.
I really hope that the next few months run smoothly and I can only wish for a more eventful, positive summer next year.
Such a negative Nelly, I know.